I love LJ because I can say my true mind here, nothing like facebook where I tend to limited my true mind. Plus the anonymous tone here is fantastic.
It's amazing how much I have grown in the last few years. Two children, a wife and a scared heart that doesn't seem to let go of a few moments in life. Perfect, nothing is perfect, but hell I can try for perfection.
I told my wife, I don't have skill... It's just luck, and I stand by my word.
I have asked God for a lot, will he come though? We'll see, but while I do have faith, I do have responsibility which I am responsible for. God can help if he chooses, but I am the one who brings home food for the family, love my with all I have. Help would be great, but I again being realistic keeps us glued to earth.
Nite nite tv land...